The world is big
and i believe there is a place for me.
i know this may sound incredibly stupid. but. i dont like to quit. i dont like to do things half-way and leave. i dont like. it is a character flaw. perhaps, due to virgo traits. perfectionist. once u start, u should finish it. cannot stop.
but when it really really gets into me. i m thrown into conflict. like now. i dont like my job. but if i quit, its like .. urgh.. i dont like.
Quit or stay on. Both i dont like.
Dont like. Dont do.
mom ( and everyone actually ) : "Dont like then quit lah."
me: but if i quit, like one week only.
mom: " if dont like, then quit. but, i cant keep telling to quit everytime. Next time, u keep quitting. Cannot take hardship. Cannot have a habit to run off."
One needle draws blood.
HOW.
i know this may sound incredibly stupid. but. i dont like to quit. i dont like to do things half-way and leave. i dont like. it is a character flaw. perhaps, due to virgo traits. perfectionist. once u start, u should finish it. cannot stop.
but when it really really gets into me. i m thrown into conflict. like now. i dont like my job. but if i quit, its like .. urgh.. i dont like.
Quit or stay on. Both i dont like.
Dont like. Dont do.
mom ( and everyone actually ) : "Dont like then quit lah."
me: but if i quit, like one week only.
mom: " if dont like, then quit. but, i cant keep telling to quit everytime. Next time, u keep quitting. Cannot take hardship. Cannot have a habit to run off."
One needle draws blood.
HOW.