Heartache
as many of u know me, i am the kind " dare-to-see, dare-to-do" type. adventurous. playful. a bit on the gung-ho side. "Let's go!". "Let's do it". "Who say cannot? Do larh. Show them."
I was talking to parents about exchange. Exchange is really a choice. It's not compulsory.
I want to go. I want to see and learn new things. It will be fun. Adventure. And, i will learn more.
As in, i will live with myself. Foreign country. New friends. New surroundings. Out of my comfort zone. I like to step out of my comfort zone. I learn more. And, a lot more.
mom was mentioning the things to bring. rice cooker. soup bases. ikan billis. soap powder. and suddenly, all those that i've taken forgranted came into mind.
Family. Meals warmed for me. Clothes washed, dried, ironed for me. Room tidied for me. Scoldings for me. Naggings for me. 3 pairs of eyes on me.
Friends. Much laughter. much company. much joy. much gossips.
Red. Many understandings. Many unspoken. Some said. Much tenderness. So little time.
I dont want to leave. Dont take me away.
I was talking to parents about exchange. Exchange is really a choice. It's not compulsory.
I want to go. I want to see and learn new things. It will be fun. Adventure. And, i will learn more.
As in, i will live with myself. Foreign country. New friends. New surroundings. Out of my comfort zone. I like to step out of my comfort zone. I learn more. And, a lot more.
mom was mentioning the things to bring. rice cooker. soup bases. ikan billis. soap powder. and suddenly, all those that i've taken forgranted came into mind.
Family. Meals warmed for me. Clothes washed, dried, ironed for me. Room tidied for me. Scoldings for me. Naggings for me. 3 pairs of eyes on me.
Friends. Much laughter. much company. much joy. much gossips.
Red. Many understandings. Many unspoken. Some said. Much tenderness. So little time.
I dont want to leave. Dont take me away.
Sprinkled upon a star
on Monday, June 05, 2006 at 9:25 AM.
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