simplicity

Life. Life. Life. Drats. i realised (again) that i hit 20twenties. becoming an antique soon. Think i should get some age defying cream and some wrinkle free eye lotion later.

I think, i gotta prepare money for angbaos in the next few years.

finally celebrated with fatty. fatty very disgusting today. he calls me mushy mushy names that i cannot stand.

baked muffin and biscuit for fatty. but too bad he cant eat so much. boo hoo hoo.

fatty enjoyed the dinner. i did too.

fatty say i sound very sian today. WHERE GOT !? i am like happy like bird k!

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fatty: Cai Xiao Pang !
fatty: xiao pang!
me: ???
fatty: xiao pang!
me: !#@$%^%$#@ I AM NOT XIAO PANG !!!

1. Let your girlfriend be the princess. YOUR princess. Be gentlemanly, ask about her needs, try to fulfill every whim and fancy. Let her whine if she wants to. Know that it will be reciprocated when your princess feels loved.
   
2. Acknowledge how difficult it must be to be a girl. PMS is scientifically proven to be a real phenomenon in women. Being thin is not easy when the female body is programmed to contain a higher fat percentage than the male body. Dressing up is tough, especially so on "bad wardrobe days" when she feels everything looks horrendous on her (although you think she still looks hot). Men don't need to shave armpits, smell nice, pluck eyebrows, scrub their skin, have perfect nails, comb perfect hair. Women do.
   
3. Give her the rights she is entitled to, so she never has to look bad asking for them. Treat her as an equal, and those rights you have, she has them too. If she has to fight her way to get those rights (like being heard as an equal), not only will she come across as being un-glam, you will look bad too.
   
4. Keep your pride out of your relationship. Apologize when you are in the wrong. Sometimes, apologize when you aren't in the wrong, to maintain peace and harmony. However, never become a doormat, coz there's nothing more unattractive than a spineless man.
   
5. Learn from mistakes. Whatever her pet peeves, avoid them.
   
6. Watch out for signs. Always be a sensitive man. If she's starting to look disinterested, or not very pleased with something, address the matter immediately. Do not brush it aside coz it will snowball into something bigger ultimately.
   
7. Get acquainted with girly terminology. Scrunchie? Elastic band? Hairband? Concealer? Powder? Blusher? Primer? Curler? Eyeliner? Spaghetti straps? Tank tops? Singlets? Camisoles? French manicure? Varnish? Polish? BFF? Ahh?!!
   
8. Keep your allies nearby. Her friends are your friends.
   
9. Give her what money can't buy. It's surprising how much more valuable simple gifts become when presented as a surprise, and how cheap expensive gifts seem to be when bought without a hint of effort to be romantic.
   
10. Be your own man, but let her own a substantial part of you. Your friends are not privy to the rewards you get for being such a nice boyfriend, no wonder they feel sorry for you. When you are ill, the person taking care of you will most likely be your girl. When you are down, the person who lends a listening ear and a comforting shoulder will most likely be your girl. When you are stressed, the person giving you a shoulder massage will most likely be your girl. No harm letting her "own" you.

got the urge to book budget flights. it doesnt matter (to me) if anyone is coming along. i want to go a place where it is filled with nature, and exotic sights. shopping is a great deal thrown in too. =)

urgh. i have been loitering at budget websites these few days. and 1@#!@# just a few clicks away from a holiday! -grunt-

hangs head.

i want to escape.

Continual of post..

why this post is titled" someone stop me!" is because .... i know many will be unhappy if i am really to go.

firstly, the places i want to go are developing countries. And, that's the reason why i want to go in the very first place!

secondly, i know its difficult to find ppl who will be interested in those places like me.

thirdly, yes yes yes. its not safe to travel alone. you are a girl. you are so young. what if ppl molest you. what if guys rape u. what if there are ghosts. what if there are accidents. yes yes yes i know.

haiz. trapped. i dont understand why they dont see what i see. Beautiful places with lots of nature. and i am sure they dont understand why i am putting my life at risk.

*shakes head*

save me .. pls..

my backpacking gang.. where art thou?

8am. pooie on the way to work..
me: still sleeping. eyes cannot open. act cute everyday. not pretty.
pooie: punch ur eyes to make them bigger. bye bye dont talk to you already. =). fly away.

thinking of what to eat for dinner. today is one yr anni for me and pooie. but i pms and quarrel with mom. she ask me to vacuum floor this morning. i just woke up when she returned from market. scolded me cuz i nv help her carry her marketing stuff. i was half awake; walking to the kitchen to rinse my mouth. realised my legs ache. aching from butt down. then, ok, i went to carry stuff.

then she tell me to vacuum floor. i listen but nv response. then she repeat at 1 hr intervals. plus, to unpack my camp stuffs. went to unpack camp stuff after lunch. then take afternoon nap. woke up and heard the vacuum cleaner buzzing. ok, sleep somemore.

woke up, dressed up to meet pooie. and want to go out already. realized no keys. asked where are the keys.

mommy say she dont let me go out. cuz i nv vacuum floor. from morning until now. things she tell me to do i all never do. so cannot go out.

i nv bother arguing. went back to my room. on the air con and called pooie.

thats the end.

heard keys rustling in the background , think they placed it back on the shelf.

doesnt matter. they are looking for a fight, but i ignore them. spoil their fun.

later i find food to eat. i hungry.

byebye

i dont want to socialise anymore. it's tiring. talking takes efforts. i just want to hear the silence. yet, being silent is wrong. ppl conceive you to be arrogant when u are quiet.

sulkiness.

i want to laze around.

went for retreat which was quite fun. but what was in my mind when i left was the strong msg in my brain that i no longer want to socialise. maybe i am too stuck with my own thinking that i make no efforts to correct myself. stubborn. i realise i do what i like, without caring about others perceptions. no idea good or bad. *hides*

mom set out a list of tasks for me to do today. but i want to sleep more.

this doesnt sound like ta happy post. it sounds like "hides under the covers" post.

poots.

happy anni stinky.

it is a saturday,
a good sunny day.

with me and you,
together in a zoo.

with stinky poo,
and a smelly poot,
all the animals run far away!
pie sings,
up up and away!

pietato waves and poo poots.
doing what they like to do best!

there has been some neglect on this blog. the banner is misaligned since long before exams. being the computer idiot that i am, i know i will spend hours just correcting it. decided to leave it till after exams .. it is after exams. but i have not got on to it. soon soon !

my room is vvery messy a fe3w days ago. with all my papers flowing from table to the floor. i packed a bit. so now it is still bearable. haha. the first in my sm u life that i pack away my things so quickly. cant stand the sight of it. hate sm u.

shumie swims!! well, at least planning to. if the weather is fine tmr, i think i will go have a dip in the pool. get a tan. get a life. =) i think i will enjoy it.

shumie eats!! hmm.. that is something that i am trying (read: trying) to cut down. been munching while studying. it's time for some self control. no more junky food. bring on the yummy ones. mister red. i want to eat the fish soup. i want to eat roti prata. i want i want i wannnnnnnt ! i also want a teh tarik. thanks. and hmm.. the billy bomb ers voucher hvn use right. *wink* thanks huh. oh yah. my big breakfast also hvn eat. =.=" thanks huh. =) =) *am i sure i said that i am going to cut down on food? doesnt seem like it .. nvm la just eat*

shumie drives !! finally booked my basic theory test date. hope driving will be smooth for me.

er thats all..

oh yah i finished watching fruits basket. jap anime about the souma family who are cursed by the signs of the zodiac. when hugged by the opp sex, t hey will turn into their zodiac signs. quite nice anime cuz all the characters are cute and handsome. =)

any other anime/ shows to recommend?

oh yah. mister red. lend me ur freakonomics book leh. and movies to watch leh. must nurture a sharing spirit u know? hahaha *hops around*and i share some of my extra fats with u .. HAHAHAH. evil evil. tsk tsk.

i ran today !! after many many months of inaction. of couch-potatoing.

i started on the 100 m mark. and before i reach the next checkpoint 200m. i was panting HEAVIly already. i knew i was unfit. but it surprised me!! wow. i am so lousy larh.

so today, i ran 3 rounds in total and that is enough to make me red in the face and heart pumping like mad.

NOte below...


the number of foodie pictures.. and the number of "jumping off a cliff" pic.

it shows that i am a greedy pig. i like food. and i like spontaneous fun.

exams ended on friday. =) stinky's ended today.

we went to watch TMNT. thanks red for keeping to the promise. -bows- have a good rest. u very tired.

hmm updates for my blog.

yah exams are over. so i am yr 4 next sem. very fast. that's good. i dont think i can stand smu semester any longer.

got fat during the studying period. it's time for some exercise. planning to swim these few days. to see the sun, esp since i dont sunshine that often. rushing to and fro school, i only get sunlight when i am walking the roads or standing at the bustop. so to the pool it is! i guess i have to be religiously about jogging too. *looks at tummy* forces uniting as one. haha

hmmmm let's state the plans for this summer: thots are disjointed i know..

- my internship is starting on may 2, ending on august.
- planning with fren to likely aust? hope it comes true. yay
- book basic theory test. just went to check the dates. it is on a friday? that means i need to get leave from work urghhh boooo
- overnight at ubin? there's a 10$ deal which i think i worthwhile. see if there are any interested ppl.
-exercise!
- read more !
- watching fruits basket on youtube. nice. i like.
- tieing up equi*y report. sunday hand up.
- tidy my room. put everything away.
- try to cook.

thats all

i dont think my project skills are really good. I dont think the projects i do are top notch. i think my standard is average.

and if u are unable to meet an average person's standard for project, it means two things, either or both,

a) you are lousy.
b) you didnt put your heart into it.

ok, i may sound a little too strict and bitchy about standard of work. I DO excuse ppl for special reasons. I will excuse you for a lighter load of work. CAN no PROBLEM. i give you a lighter load. but dont disappoint.

ROAR

My big toe on my left foot HURTS !!!!!!!!! i think it might be some ingrown nail. I took a very close look at my toe but there doesnt seem to be any ingrown nail. THen why is it hurting? =(

it hurts so much that i cant sleep last night. it hurts when i put little pressure ( my finger) on it, it hurts when i leave it alone. It hurts the whole night !!!! wa lau leh.

this morning when i woke up, it felt fine until i took my first step. KAO EH. still pain. =(

And i resorted to limping everywhere in the house. grrrrr

on a HAPPIER note, i am meeting stinky for TMNT later. whee. so happy. can get to see turtles. and stinky can turtle bite on my arm for as many times as he wants. i hope i get to see April.

i hope my feet gets better then. my FOOT. not FEET. one is bad enough.

i would like to take this chance to thank my daddy, my mommy, stinky, sharkie, ph, twin, z, qq, piiggy one, and everyone i know whom have helped one way or another.

lol

love you lots.

tata

Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

pls tell me if u have craving for breakfast...... hopefully fri morning... as in friday morning go eat..

or sat morning or sun morn also can

this week ok?

thanks for cooperation

wish me the best of luck i think i need aplenty.

laptop is cranky. damn ! roarr

not in a best of moods lately. getting short tempered and irritable.

sucks. anyway, it will be 2 down tmr!!

i want to say here, to tell everyone that...


alll the best for exams !


and i like to eat ice cream

today a fren revealed her family to me. family secrets? not secrets since she willingly shared it. but secrets cuz it has a dark sinister tinge to it. she is brave to share.

i am not willing (yet) to share my darkest.

glad that my life is boring up till now. and not filled with too much ups and downs. more ups yes. more downs no. like u take moving average of 3 months, must show upward trend.

tired le. blabbering rubbish.

i want to say i appreciate stinky and i hope i am here for you too

exams nearing.

preparing hard.

but body is tired. cannot cannot ! focus pocus!

anyway, who's game for a holiday to a near place? lemme know !!!

stinky winky taught me a secret today.


stinky winky.

tatsy

la la

pie.

severe motivation swings. =(

i think this sem is one of my worst. =( last sem was much better. although there's a sucky prof.

very stressed with derivatives and monetary econs.

cant figure this two out.

mr red has been very encouraging. and i know it.

just that it is many times this sem, that i told myself to chill. dont get over the edge. cuz i am feeling so very stressed. grades are just pieces of paper anyway. and this thot calms me down a lot. but that again, who would want to see ur self esteem droop another level. i dont. =(

hope hols will come sooner

a bid of overconfidence

it seems that i am taking the wrong mod this sem. all very tough. i think i overestimated myself. when other plan carefully to do 4 mods cuz one of them is a difficult one. i have stupidly gungho -ly doing 5.

feeling really stressed cuz i dont understand!