Definitely happier
experienced lack of appetite. Restless sleep. Hot flushes. Hot tempers. Irritable mood. Gastric. Shoulderache. neck ache. General fatigue. For the past few days.
No. It's not PMS. Pre, present or post.
Its the stress level.
After the sucky pptn yesterday, i slept for a good 10 hours last night. Woke up happier and more relaxed. More "smile"-able. =)
Recovery checkpoint: 60% (reduced the % cuz i tend to be more hopeful than i really am)
There are less thoughts because i kept nothing. no longer thinking abt wat lies inside my closet. Been thinking less. He is gone. but the shadows still haunt. Afraid of repeating the same silly mistake again.
No. It's not PMS. Pre, present or post.
Its the stress level.
After the sucky pptn yesterday, i slept for a good 10 hours last night. Woke up happier and more relaxed. More "smile"-able. =)
Recovery checkpoint: 60% (reduced the % cuz i tend to be more hopeful than i really am)
There are less thoughts because i kept nothing. no longer thinking abt wat lies inside my closet. Been thinking less. He is gone. but the shadows still haunt. Afraid of repeating the same silly mistake again.
Because of You- Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Sprinkled upon a star
on Monday, March 20, 2006 at 6:51 PM.
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