Upset
Dont tell me that u have a bad day. Compare with mine. =(
I am very upset about my project group. Report was due yesterday, which we did make it in the end. Pptn is tmr.
i am upset because the group dynamics wasnt there at all. why did things turn out to be so complicated.
i am not pushing the blame to others. there are some mistakes that i made. we should have drafted the report earlier instead of leaving it in point form. with the draft in hand, we could have went thru the conclusion together. no doubt that this could be done.
and meetings are always 3 ppl only. the 2 guys and me. cuz s is not free most of the time. i dont mind it. cuz i know s would appear at the end and contribute. but the guys dont. they dont know s. i guessed they classfied him as a free-rider. lack of trust. and doesnt want him to do the final report.
the two guys. one made me wait for his part on his report from sat to thursday night. and finally did his part while i am waiting on friday night.
the other one took te draft report apart and restructured everything. made the report into short segmented paragraphs which had content but definitely no flow.
they made me and s waited for 2 horus overtime. s started on the report alrdy. s and i later stayed the night in school to complete the report. s wanted to send it directly to class. but the guys were persistent that they want to see it first before submission. and i told s to send it to them first.
s did. and the two guys were unhappy cuz what s wrote was different from how they wanted to be. they want to reedit their own parts. i probed further and he said that the rearrangement of the poitns were wrong. it was simply not how he wanted it to be.
i pleaded with him saying it is troublesome and time consuming to put evverything back together again. he insists. i give way.
they submitted their version of the report. i have not seen it yet. i do not want to see it. s still doesnt know. i m afraid he will jump thru the roof.
i really do not know what to do. it has become a power struggle. it is so complicated. it sure doesnt help that s is difficult to get.
and mtg later at 10. to sort thru the pptn. and i wonder if s would turn up at all.
crap.
they would surely complain abt us. and we abt them.
wtf
where is my fairy ? where is the lady with the halo, wings and the magic wand ? A point of her magic wand will make everything go away.
where is she ? Has she been non existent all my life? it certainly feels this way.
urgh.
mum is upset that i spent the night in school.
body is not feeling very well due to the lack of sleep.
other projs not done.
some personal matters, i feel, i am going in circles again. urgh.
life isnt good.
where is the shepherd for this lost lamb?
I am very upset about my project group. Report was due yesterday, which we did make it in the end. Pptn is tmr.
i am upset because the group dynamics wasnt there at all. why did things turn out to be so complicated.
i am not pushing the blame to others. there are some mistakes that i made. we should have drafted the report earlier instead of leaving it in point form. with the draft in hand, we could have went thru the conclusion together. no doubt that this could be done.
and meetings are always 3 ppl only. the 2 guys and me. cuz s is not free most of the time. i dont mind it. cuz i know s would appear at the end and contribute. but the guys dont. they dont know s. i guessed they classfied him as a free-rider. lack of trust. and doesnt want him to do the final report.
the two guys. one made me wait for his part on his report from sat to thursday night. and finally did his part while i am waiting on friday night.
the other one took te draft report apart and restructured everything. made the report into short segmented paragraphs which had content but definitely no flow.
they made me and s waited for 2 horus overtime. s started on the report alrdy. s and i later stayed the night in school to complete the report. s wanted to send it directly to class. but the guys were persistent that they want to see it first before submission. and i told s to send it to them first.
s did. and the two guys were unhappy cuz what s wrote was different from how they wanted to be. they want to reedit their own parts. i probed further and he said that the rearrangement of the poitns were wrong. it was simply not how he wanted it to be.
i pleaded with him saying it is troublesome and time consuming to put evverything back together again. he insists. i give way.
they submitted their version of the report. i have not seen it yet. i do not want to see it. s still doesnt know. i m afraid he will jump thru the roof.
i really do not know what to do. it has become a power struggle. it is so complicated. it sure doesnt help that s is difficult to get.
and mtg later at 10. to sort thru the pptn. and i wonder if s would turn up at all.
crap.
they would surely complain abt us. and we abt them.
wtf
where is my fairy ? where is the lady with the halo, wings and the magic wand ? A point of her magic wand will make everything go away.
where is she ? Has she been non existent all my life? it certainly feels this way.
urgh.
mum is upset that i spent the night in school.
body is not feeling very well due to the lack of sleep.
other projs not done.
some personal matters, i feel, i am going in circles again. urgh.
life isnt good.
where is the shepherd for this lost lamb?
Sprinkled upon a star
on Saturday, March 18, 2006 at 4:39 PM.
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