Life's hard
No one said it was easy.
This is a despondent post because i just rcved results for int. econs. i did badly. The marks were right. I got tricked by the questions, there were traps everywhere for u to fall into. It was not because if my lack of preparation, nor lack of intelligence. It simply was tricky to draw out the bell curve. To separate the As with the rest. And, again, I am not in the As. In the real world, I wonder how practical this how thing is. Most likely, u get to make a informed (if not well discussed ) decision. Sighh.
Every pit in life makes me want to give up. I feel like Life's pawn. I am no maker of my own destiny. It has already been decided upon. So, why fight? Resisting only makes the end more painful.
You heard of the Biblical story of Job? God took away all that he have to test his faith?
I think He went too far.
We have to deal with whatever life deals us with. Whatever life throws at us, we have to chew it, swallow it, digest it and walk on.
The key is feel as optimistic as when u started. Not to bear any grudges, faitgue, or unwillingness.
I would really want to give it all up.
For once.
bleh !
This is a despondent post because i just rcved results for int. econs. i did badly. The marks were right. I got tricked by the questions, there were traps everywhere for u to fall into. It was not because if my lack of preparation, nor lack of intelligence. It simply was tricky to draw out the bell curve. To separate the As with the rest. And, again, I am not in the As. In the real world, I wonder how practical this how thing is. Most likely, u get to make a informed (if not well discussed ) decision. Sighh.
Every pit in life makes me want to give up. I feel like Life's pawn. I am no maker of my own destiny. It has already been decided upon. So, why fight? Resisting only makes the end more painful.
You heard of the Biblical story of Job? God took away all that he have to test his faith?
I think He went too far.
We have to deal with whatever life deals us with. Whatever life throws at us, we have to chew it, swallow it, digest it and walk on.
The key is feel as optimistic as when u started. Not to bear any grudges, faitgue, or unwillingness.
I would really want to give it all up.
For once.
bleh !
Sprinkled upon a star
on Tuesday, February 28, 2006 at 5:23 AM.
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