Break
Took a break from things. Needed the silence. Needed the space.
Concern poured from everywhere. Some kept me company, talked it through with me, shared their problems, lent me their ears and eyes. And, I made full use of them. =)
Thankful and grateful. Really.
It worked. Looking at things from a bird eye's view, I was so silly that I could shoot myself. So silly.
"It doesnt matter who it was. He has not fallen in love with you. He has fallen in love with Cupid himself."
Haiz. In all moments when I thought I maintained my sanity, I lost it unconsciously.
But, I do see and understand that it all doesnt matter now. It simply doesnt.
"It doesnt matter who it was. I have not fallen in love with him. I have fallen in love with Sincerity himself."
In all case, I let it fully bleed and now it is slowly recovering.
It was so weird. To lose all sense of thought and judgement when u r trapped in your own thoughts. Miniscule matters turned big. Blew everything out of proportions. All the the big things went unheeded. The deadlines. I am so dead. For the deadlines.
Assuring myself that it was okay, I can continue to live, seems to be more believable coming out of someone else's mouth. We trust the words of others more than our own.
Thanks.
Concern poured from everywhere. Some kept me company, talked it through with me, shared their problems, lent me their ears and eyes. And, I made full use of them. =)
Thankful and grateful. Really.
It worked. Looking at things from a bird eye's view, I was so silly that I could shoot myself. So silly.
"It doesnt matter who it was. He has not fallen in love with you. He has fallen in love with Cupid himself."
Haiz. In all moments when I thought I maintained my sanity, I lost it unconsciously.
But, I do see and understand that it all doesnt matter now. It simply doesnt.
"It doesnt matter who it was. I have not fallen in love with him. I have fallen in love with Sincerity himself."
In all case, I let it fully bleed and now it is slowly recovering.
It was so weird. To lose all sense of thought and judgement when u r trapped in your own thoughts. Miniscule matters turned big. Blew everything out of proportions. All the the big things went unheeded. The deadlines. I am so dead. For the deadlines.
Assuring myself that it was okay, I can continue to live, seems to be more believable coming out of someone else's mouth. We trust the words of others more than our own.
Thanks.
Sprinkled upon a star
on Monday, February 27, 2006 at 9:22 PM.
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