update
just after my lesson, i sat down in hq, and found myself greatly exhausted. everything seems to be spinning. i am too giddy to move. was supposed to collect some prints. but i cant move. too weak and afraid that i might just faint. and so, i sat there. contemplating to go home. and what mode of transport to take. its the rush hour, i wouldnt want to try the bus. the train ride have to walk quite a bit, and change to a bus again, and i dont feel safe walking alone when i am feeling weak. in the end, the cab fare cost me quite bit. erp, peak hour and all. sigh. going to doc tmr morning. i dont have to energy to do a lot of things. so dont get on my nerves pls.