Here to bitch
i am here to bitch and whine. you can stop here if you dont wish to hear me complain.
i didnt have a good day yesterday. it is a first of my 3 yrs uni life that i forgot an assignment. i did my preparation weeks ago and i thought i just to copy down my answers nicely. i plan to wake up at 6am to do it. but i continue snoozing. and so, i skip a class to get my assignment done. to my horrors, there are some questions that i left out. super freak out. and i have only 4 hours. wy and ade was there in the room with me and they saw the super stressed me. they helped me do a part of my questions. so nice of them. really raelly. i love you both. muack.
before i can finish my assignment, i had a project meeting, and we went to meet the prof shortly after. i did let him know that i will hand up the assignment the next day. but he didnt mention if there will be any penalty. and so, i was telling ed and he was suggesting some reasons. thanks ed, but i didnt send the email in the end. i quite deserve penalty.
wonder if it is pms or the perfectionist in me that is driving the unhappiness to a ultimate level, i was bashing myself internally, and left freaking stupid.
after the proj meeting with prof, i rushed to attend citibank case challenge talk. on the way home, wy was talking to me to make sure that i wasnt too stressed by the work i have this week. thanks thanks. appreciate it. i think i was like withdrawn and super black faced. think i was pretty scary.
and so, today i had a 3rd workshop at a primary school. the teacher said i am better this time around. all is well. but there's an slightly unhappy incident though. cuz a teacher complained that i was too soft, ( when i am SCREAMING alrdy) the last time. so i swtiched to a smaller class this time round. when my fren told the class teacher that i am taking over him, he mentioned that he was louder, and i am softer, so let me take the class with few people.
the class has only 11 people. and when i started they said i was too soft. again. then i thought. no. i cant be too soft. it must be the preconceived notion that i was soft, as told by my friend. i felt quite pek chek. but ok, he slipped off his tongue. told him later to take note. like how ppl react to environment. shrug.
anyway, i went to buy lunch after that. ordered food and realised i didnt have enough cash with me. had to ask auntie for atm machine. auntie allowed to eat on credit. eat first and draw money later. and i was frantically pacing around for a uob atm machine. there's ocbc and posb but no uob !!!! i asked like 4/5 shops. some going in twice to get a UOB. not ocbc which i know is beside 7-11, or posb which i know has one opp the street, and one at ntuc. not ocbc and not posb. i want a bloody uob. and no , 7-11 has not do refund for cash card. my cash card has a 50$ value. and no, ntuc cannot deduct from bank and give u cash by hand, (even if u buy something).
it's like, fk, i am so bloody illquid. the hundred thousands of $$ i have at the bank cant buy me anything. i am not even asset rich. i am card rich. at that moment, i felt absolutely helpless. cuz its not intentional to get a free lunch, literally. and i want to pay them back, with my cards, which are worthless. i cant offer to wash plates, cuz they have enough manpower, and there aint that many dishes. i dont want to pay them the next time i have my workshop, cuz it will be 2 weeks later, and CNY will be here, and mommy says its not good to owe ppl thing, and s2condly, they wont remember me, and perhaps wont take in my $3.50 ? sigh. felt stupid.
then the ntuc auntie told me maybe uob can withdraw from ocbc, and ask me to look carefully.
yay. got logo. so means can withdraw. woot.
so i inserted my card. it bounced. ask me to check pin no. #$% . wrong no. again. @#$ i withdrew the card, in case i get the no wrong 3 times and card gets confiscated. then, i used my debit card.
debit card cannot use as atm card, ah?
anyway, MONEY DRAWN with my uob atm card.
i tired le. tired from typing.
MORALE OF STORY: POSSIBLE TO WITHDRAW FROM OCBC ATM USING UOB CARDS.
for this episode, i have to thank:
auntie who let me eat on credit
ntuc auntie who told me that ocbc maybe can withdraw
7-11 lady who told me where atms are
sewing shop auntie who told me there aint uob around
ntuc auntie 2 who reconfirm there is no uob around
mommy whom i called for moral advice, and said i was running too big a business that i cannot rem to bring money out, and nag a few more words cuz i didnt do my assignment yesterday.
stinky who called me to make sure i was ok
the ocbc atm machine
Hopefully, reading about my bad days makes ur day brighter. not having to go through so many ups and down in a days. haha.
******
ytd when i returned home, i rem i ask mommy not to cook for me, and i didnt eat outside. stressed as i am, i had to bathe, and go and buy food. i decided not to, and cook noodles. mommy came back from her evening walk, saw me cooking noodles, and offer to cook for me, and add in more sides dishes.
moi very touched.
mommy add in vege. 3 bunches. 1 crabstick. and pork slices. and 2 prawns. intestines removed.
moi touched touched.
and so, i was telling mommy when she was cooking that i didnt finish my assignment. and she say i was running a big business, busy everyday, that i dont have time to do proper work. she basically nagged about how forgetful i am, and that how i must take note of things.
and so, i hid at a corner of the kitchen, pulled my t-shirt to cover my eyes, and watch her move around the kitchen. curled up like a ball, and covered my face, shame shame on me.
later i went to bite my dad when he was watching tv. and he just let me bite him. and i took mommy hand and rest on my head.
at night, my bro borrowed my hair dryer to dry his smelly kenda gloves. my hair dryer is getting becuz of his smelly kendo gloves. he said my hair is smelly too, and it doesnt make a difference. and so, i put my hair on his face. hmph. smelly ur head larh, fatso.
i didnt have a good day yesterday. it is a first of my 3 yrs uni life that i forgot an assignment. i did my preparation weeks ago and i thought i just to copy down my answers nicely. i plan to wake up at 6am to do it. but i continue snoozing. and so, i skip a class to get my assignment done. to my horrors, there are some questions that i left out. super freak out. and i have only 4 hours. wy and ade was there in the room with me and they saw the super stressed me. they helped me do a part of my questions. so nice of them. really raelly. i love you both. muack.
before i can finish my assignment, i had a project meeting, and we went to meet the prof shortly after. i did let him know that i will hand up the assignment the next day. but he didnt mention if there will be any penalty. and so, i was telling ed and he was suggesting some reasons. thanks ed, but i didnt send the email in the end. i quite deserve penalty.
wonder if it is pms or the perfectionist in me that is driving the unhappiness to a ultimate level, i was bashing myself internally, and left freaking stupid.
after the proj meeting with prof, i rushed to attend citibank case challenge talk. on the way home, wy was talking to me to make sure that i wasnt too stressed by the work i have this week. thanks thanks. appreciate it. i think i was like withdrawn and super black faced. think i was pretty scary.
and so, today i had a 3rd workshop at a primary school. the teacher said i am better this time around. all is well. but there's an slightly unhappy incident though. cuz a teacher complained that i was too soft, ( when i am SCREAMING alrdy) the last time. so i swtiched to a smaller class this time round. when my fren told the class teacher that i am taking over him, he mentioned that he was louder, and i am softer, so let me take the class with few people.
the class has only 11 people. and when i started they said i was too soft. again. then i thought. no. i cant be too soft. it must be the preconceived notion that i was soft, as told by my friend. i felt quite pek chek. but ok, he slipped off his tongue. told him later to take note. like how ppl react to environment. shrug.
anyway, i went to buy lunch after that. ordered food and realised i didnt have enough cash with me. had to ask auntie for atm machine. auntie allowed to eat on credit. eat first and draw money later. and i was frantically pacing around for a uob atm machine. there's ocbc and posb but no uob !!!! i asked like 4/5 shops. some going in twice to get a UOB. not ocbc which i know is beside 7-11, or posb which i know has one opp the street, and one at ntuc. not ocbc and not posb. i want a bloody uob. and no , 7-11 has not do refund for cash card. my cash card has a 50$ value. and no, ntuc cannot deduct from bank and give u cash by hand, (even if u buy something).
it's like, fk, i am so bloody illquid. the hundred thousands of $$ i have at the bank cant buy me anything. i am not even asset rich. i am card rich. at that moment, i felt absolutely helpless. cuz its not intentional to get a free lunch, literally. and i want to pay them back, with my cards, which are worthless. i cant offer to wash plates, cuz they have enough manpower, and there aint that many dishes. i dont want to pay them the next time i have my workshop, cuz it will be 2 weeks later, and CNY will be here, and mommy says its not good to owe ppl thing, and s2condly, they wont remember me, and perhaps wont take in my $3.50 ? sigh. felt stupid.
then the ntuc auntie told me maybe uob can withdraw from ocbc, and ask me to look carefully.
yay. got logo. so means can withdraw. woot.
so i inserted my card. it bounced. ask me to check pin no. #$% . wrong no. again. @#$ i withdrew the card, in case i get the no wrong 3 times and card gets confiscated. then, i used my debit card.
debit card cannot use as atm card, ah?
anyway, MONEY DRAWN with my uob atm card.
i tired le. tired from typing.
MORALE OF STORY: POSSIBLE TO WITHDRAW FROM OCBC ATM USING UOB CARDS.
for this episode, i have to thank:
auntie who let me eat on credit
ntuc auntie who told me that ocbc maybe can withdraw
7-11 lady who told me where atms are
sewing shop auntie who told me there aint uob around
ntuc auntie 2 who reconfirm there is no uob around
mommy whom i called for moral advice, and said i was running too big a business that i cannot rem to bring money out, and nag a few more words cuz i didnt do my assignment yesterday.
stinky who called me to make sure i was ok
the ocbc atm machine
Hopefully, reading about my bad days makes ur day brighter. not having to go through so many ups and down in a days. haha.
******
ytd when i returned home, i rem i ask mommy not to cook for me, and i didnt eat outside. stressed as i am, i had to bathe, and go and buy food. i decided not to, and cook noodles. mommy came back from her evening walk, saw me cooking noodles, and offer to cook for me, and add in more sides dishes.
moi very touched.
mommy add in vege. 3 bunches. 1 crabstick. and pork slices. and 2 prawns. intestines removed.
moi touched touched.
and so, i was telling mommy when she was cooking that i didnt finish my assignment. and she say i was running a big business, busy everyday, that i dont have time to do proper work. she basically nagged about how forgetful i am, and that how i must take note of things.
and so, i hid at a corner of the kitchen, pulled my t-shirt to cover my eyes, and watch her move around the kitchen. curled up like a ball, and covered my face, shame shame on me.
later i went to bite my dad when he was watching tv. and he just let me bite him. and i took mommy hand and rest on my head.
at night, my bro borrowed my hair dryer to dry his smelly kenda gloves. my hair dryer is getting becuz of his smelly kendo gloves. he said my hair is smelly too, and it doesnt make a difference. and so, i put my hair on his face. hmph. smelly ur head larh, fatso.