Who can truely forget?
On the impulse to talk to someone. Trying to hold it back. Because, there seems no purpose. No need. Need, as in, by doing so it would provide me with some relief or psychological improvement or whatever. I know it wouldnt. It would only prove the things that i already knew. I would be just be putting myself through another round. And, that sounds terribly silly.
And so, I shouldnt.
But, the thought is like a rocking boat. Rocking back and forth. Banish the Thought and it comes back again. It seems unrestful. It is hunting me. I only seem to be deliberating on "when" and not "whether". Wise, unwise? I do not know.
As I said, i have no idea if the talk would serve any purpose.
There isnt anything to talk about. And both of us clearly knows that. And, i do not know how much to say. Would it seem like a bitch. Would it be too much of rocking the boat. Would it be too much of gloating. Would it seem too over the line. Would it seem to be forceful. Will it be unnatural?
Would the conversation end within 10 seconds?
It might. Then, So How? To talk or not to talk?
Urgh. Blame it on the stupid daisies. what the hell. It is all a scam. A plot. A menace in the making.
JUST GO AND TALK LARH. WTH. as if it is darn important and need so much thinking like that. wa kao. crazy leh, u. u freak leh, u. if want to talk, then talk larh. Need to think so much meh. *slaps* WAKE UP. WAKE UP.
I am going crazy.
can. can talk. but. talk abt what ?
the weather?
siao liao.
*boing boing*
p.s. The appropriate title/ending to this post. would be:
And so, I shouldnt.
But, the thought is like a rocking boat. Rocking back and forth. Banish the Thought and it comes back again. It seems unrestful. It is hunting me. I only seem to be deliberating on "when" and not "whether". Wise, unwise? I do not know.
As I said, i have no idea if the talk would serve any purpose.
There isnt anything to talk about. And both of us clearly knows that. And, i do not know how much to say. Would it seem like a bitch. Would it be too much of rocking the boat. Would it be too much of gloating. Would it seem too over the line. Would it seem to be forceful. Will it be unnatural?
Would the conversation end within 10 seconds?
It might. Then, So How? To talk or not to talk?
Urgh. Blame it on the stupid daisies. what the hell. It is all a scam. A plot. A menace in the making.
JUST GO AND TALK LARH. WTH. as if it is darn important and need so much thinking like that. wa kao. crazy leh, u. u freak leh, u. if want to talk, then talk larh. Need to think so much meh. *slaps* WAKE UP. WAKE UP.
I am going crazy.
can. can talk. but. talk abt what ?
the weather?
siao liao.
*boing boing*
p.s. The appropriate title/ending to this post. would be:
Welcome to my World
Sprinkled upon a star
on Friday, May 12, 2006 at 7:46 PM.
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